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Memoir of Infertility and Miscarriage

Counting to Ten

Seeing a Heartbeat

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Sheila
May 21, 2026
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Mother’s Day fell during the tenth week of my final pregnancy. I didn’t make plans to meet my mom in Portales as I often did. I wouldn’t dare be away from home when disaster loomed so large.

I was following Dr. J’s protocols to the letter, but despite the reassurances from people around me, my sense of dread, by then a constant companion, grew as the week progressed.

Nine Weeks, One Day. Nine Weeks, Two Days. Nine Weeks, Three Days.

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